pockypusher

i like having good days where everything falls into place. it feels nice and it makes me happy.

a few  things have been on my mind: 1) love.  i wont mention much about it, its for myself to think about, and i think i've thought about it enough. 2) moving.  i cant wait.  i want to go somewhere where i know no one and not start new, but rather just meet new people and expierence new things.  but really, i cant wait to live by the mountains.  it wasnt until i went to germany that i started to love mountains and being in them.  while in munich we hiked up the alps and i remember walking with my friend and we both stopped in pure beauty of what was around us.  nature.  never before that moment have i ever loved it so much.  so when i'm in

elliot smith. wonderful. whats more to say? nothing. alright so heres how it goes: i dont know anymore whether i'm a good person or not. i need a reality check. i'm bad at relationships. all kinds. i'm just akward and make akward situations but will say i ignore them. who am i becomming? i want out of here for now.   i want to start a new life. i want to find out who i am becuase i thought i knew.... and now i'm faltering and i think i'm changing my mind. and who knew one song could be so powerful? words are powerful.   thats one thing i learned tonight. i care about a certain someone and maybe he's not listing. i felt bad